Yes yes...i remember that i was suppose to blog about date night..haha...

but honestly..haha it was so BAD...i just don't know where to start...hahaha

so hmm...why not i just pop some photos up..hee hee...

Sitting in the library, doing up my assignment...
this is crazy..i have only 1 mth before my exams...and guess what...
i have like freakin 4 assignments, 1 test and 1 presentation to go....
wat is going ON??!! how screwed up can i get...
i find that this sem..i really dun have a grip of myself...it's like everything is just happening...
so not within my control..sometimes i really feel like asking time to stop ticking...can it just pause for a while..let me catch my breathe then carry on....

For those who haven't seen me online for the longest time....
i've been trying to get some work done...and i figured that if my msn is on..i can never ever get anything done...so yah..i offed it for a while...
been watching serials also..thanks to sandy..haha...but then now i dun feel like watchin that show already...haha and i've already watch nearly 16 episodes already...guess why...
haha cos the guy like the girl that i dun wan him to like..haha..so i dun wanna watch..haha it's the wrong girl...can't blame me...must blame the script writer...haha...

really felt like shit yest...i can't drive...feel so demoralised....argh..it's a long story...dun feel like talking about it at all..ask my bro..haha blurted everything out to him when i came back from driving...haha some things can just be so shitty....

Tom's date night..haha and guess what..my housemate's going for it...sighz..i see him everyday already...and i have to see him again at tom's event..haha good thing IH won't go with IH..so at least i won't get him as my date tom..haha don't get me wrong..not that i dun like him or what...but i guess...a change would be good..haha....oh no...my ROB...sighz...i wun get him as my partner too...sadz..hahahaa....got to look out for other fishes..hahahaa....

Hey hey hey!!....what a great holiday ending...
just had dinner with all me hk frens at a chinese restaurant in belconnen...
was really really good...ate so many different kinds of dishes...was really yummy...and the company was super excellent ....really felt like a family..haha...though me and sandy are the only 2 non-hk ppl..haha but it was that bad..just that half or 3/4 the time..i dunno what they're talkin about..cos i dunno cantonese...hahaha.....but it was good..

the moon today was lovely....happy mid autumn everyone....(even though it's like spring here)...the irony of the situation...

argh..me wanna do my pract stuff now..but end up..dun have the notes for it....suppose to be inside...but good thing julia lent me her textbook...so happy to have her in my house...been a joy..haha love my housemates..haha..my tv mate-geoff, my long chit-chat mate jess, my good cook mate yim, and sisi...alwiz baking and experimenting new cakes..haha..

and guess what...fri night was a hell of a night..with me, sandy and miki dressing up as charlie's angels for chris's party..haha...he's a really lucky guy that night..with 3 'angels' following him...haha...it was great...thanks chris for givin us the chance to dress up for fun..and also an opportunity for me to buy a super red lipstick..haha....


Chris's ANgELs (bottom)
Me & the army boy Chris...(2nd pic)
Raunchy picture of us having fun....
(P.S it's a one-off thing)(last pic)

Hi people! been so touched by the people who've shown concern over the 'off' me...thanks...
well now i'm pretty much very much better...haha getting over with life..

I HATE IT>>>the holidays are over...SCHOOL's BACK...
ASSIGNMENTS DUE...COLD WEATHER>....sighz...the harsh reality is slapping me back at my face...

oh...i'm just like a lil kid whining over not wanting to go to school...
but..but...it's TRUE!! i really don't wanna go to school...

but oh well...should be really thankful to be here....just talked to my parents over the phone...before we were cut of by the stupid phone...my credits have all finished! how sucky is that...ya..but oh well..we were talkin nearly an hour..so what do i expect huh..haha....at least i get to hear them...so happy also...just to know that they are find...haha...

today's weather is so shitty...it was unbearably cold today...even being all wrapped up doesn't help at all....but at least i finished work early today and got a lot of sandwich fillings to 'ta pao' back..haha...oh ...but hope it's ok..haha starting to feel my stomach now..hahaha....went to church for bible study just now..and there was another event on...haha got to 'ta pao' more food back..haha thanks to Leo...haha i was so PAI SEI...but..haha..still took...smells deliciously yummy...

Work is getting better now...and guess what i'm learning driving over again..i hate it..why can't i just get the license..been spending so much money on it already...and it's alwiz i have to work to pay for it...sighz....but next weekend going on camp...happy happy...going to the coast...sun..sand...sea....ah! heaven...=)

and....the best part of my life now is....i'm learning salsa again! happy happy..i really love it u know...really like salsa loads....hey fellow sentosians...we can go salsa dancing when i'm back okiez...haha said we'd dance again when i get back eh..haha..hope u guys have still been learning...haven't really talked to yall for ages...=(

okiez...

A song that Loreen introduced me....thanks girl...

愛的可能
曲:李思菘 詞:李思菘

你出現我身邊 像個奇跡發生沒想到會是你
讓我如此失魂我心中的感覺
是這樣陌生快樂的牽挂 在相聚的每一分
曾以為我見過所有愛的可能
我會伸出雙手 我會是你朋友 到永久

曾以為我見過所有愛的可能
這一刻才明了 我有多么天真
想給你全世界 一刻我都不愿等
想要你的心 卻怕不能成真

* 因為你有你的人生 我有我的旅程
在前方還有等著你的人
你會哭會笑會愛會傷神
你會不會敲我的門

雖然你對我的認真 我也感動万分
你終究不是屬於我的人
但記得在你孤單的時候
我會伸出雙手 我會(就)是你朋友 到永久 *

feeling quite 'off' recently...dunno why..can't stop thinkin about some stuff...
don't know why also...not that i wanna think about it..but it just comes to mind...
somehow i'm in this state of confusion, such that...i can't seem to make any sense or any conclusion out of it....

went for a walk by the lake today with sandy, miki and ck..haha..was rather fun..cos i never really went for a walk with so many people before..haha but it was nice...haha somehow felt so tired so fast...haha me...getting weak...bad bad...

haha...i'm gettin used to my black hair now...looks not too bad..haha been thinkin if that was how i originally looked...haha..but for a start my hair wasn't really black as a kid..haha...probably spoilt by the excessive soakin of chlorine and the exposure to too much sun..hahaa...but i liked it..haha...and now..it's just black..haha...kinda good...

been tryin to do my essay this week..haha....not too bad..think i can start soon..haha..next week i have pract reports to start...haha busy busy me...tom i'm startin to learn drivin again..this time i must pass..haha i really want to drive..haha....

guess what...
Meryl has finally dyed her hair black!...haha surprised? yup..i just did..i dyed my hair blue black..it's really dark..not like the natural black..haha...but i guess it's goin to give me that super asian look..haha..my fingers are still stained with the dye...oh heck..it'll be off soon i guess...

New hair...new beginning..
it's the mid sem holidays now...holiday for 2 weeks...what am i going to do?
well..i'm goin to be doing work..haha as usual....really have loads to catch up...

ah...i can't help this...
i just have this feeling...
it's this feelin that just in me...
something i cannot control..
feel like i miss someone...
but yet...i shouldn't be like that...
feelin insecure...
why like that? i don't know...
mb it's just the time of the month...

recently been listening to the cd miki's mum sent me..
Misia's ballads...
i really love her songs, her voice...
even though i dunno what it means...but can still feel the emotions of the songs...