Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Beautiful Women

A little boy asked his mother "Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm a woman", she told him.

"I don't understand", he said.

His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will"

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason", was all his dad could say

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God; and when God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort"
"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children"
"I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining "
"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly"
"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart"
"I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly"
"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed
This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see:

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair."
"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

Sunday, August 21, 2005






Ski trip today! was really really fun...had an awesome time...it was super cold at -1 degrees at Perisher Blue...beautiful white snow....first time skiing....kept falling down...but good thing it was just snow..was soft...standing up was a problem though...haha but at least i can say that at the end of this trip..i've learnt how to stand up from my skis...and also how to brake..even though it wasn't really that effective...but it was good....a trip well spent with friends whom i've not really spent that much time with recently....haha but i've not really been a good pal today..haha had attitude problem this morn-what can i say..i'm not a morning person mah....

Recently been really less tolerant...haha i dun think it's due to pms..it shouldn't be what..ahhaa....funny meryl does funny things..haha... anyway..back to the trip...
the experience was unbelievable...snow kept fallin down from the sky...haha the winds were freakin strong..and i mean REALLY REALLY STRONG....it really felt like having multiple slaps at one time...the snow flakes kept slapping unto our faces...a lot of our faces were flushed just after one hour plus in the snow...like sean says it "sky fire with pebbles" ....it's really it....so PAINFUL...we were wrapping ourselves like 'BA ZHANG'...haha..good thiing we had the necessary jackets and pants to go along...making it more comfortable..at least we were not overly cold..it was more of the 'slapping' that got to us..and the winds made it difficult to stop moving...i spent half an hour on the rope-lift just trying to get on it and stop moving backwards...madness! Oh..but i missed miki today...didn't really get to spend much of the day together even though we were hangin out in the same grp..ha..

Sunday, August 14, 2005



Foggy canberra morning...


On a cold 'kahlua' night...

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Sighz...i'm starting to hate work, school work with each passing day...
guess i'm still a slacker after all...i'm just a lazy bum...
loads of work, assignments piling up...but all i can think of is watchin vcds and going out...

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

I must blog today...

today as of wed, the 10th of august....canberra...SNOWED!!
how cool is that?! it was so nice..it's the first time i've ever seen snow...and the experience was just undescribably thrilling...

No wonder the weather today was weird...in the morn when i went to class..it was warm...then later when i came out of the first tute...it was freakin cold and windy...then when i went back for another lect..it was windy and cold still...and this time the weather was just getting worse.....all the way till i went home after my whole day of school...the weather was just freakin cold.....and then....IT SNOWED!! heavenly! magnificent!!

I really have to stop eating...but i just dunno how to...my mouth constantly feels like stuffin things into it....i feel so insatiable...what's going on? is it the stress...i dunno...

dunno why...through this whole time...from the time i left sg in jan till now and on....i keep thinkin of someone everyday...thinkin if tat person thinks bout me too..or at least remembers me..but i dun think so...we haven't been in contact for the longest time..and i'm thinkin...even if we contact, what is there to say..seems like we've drifted many miles apart...like there's nothing to say a..it's like before, we didn't really have much common topics in the first place...even if i see the person online...i also dun feel like talkin..cos i think i really have nothin to say...i guess time can really stretch friendships to the max...and actually it's not really about me thinkin about the person..i dun purposely think...but then it just takes a stroll pass my mind at some point of time, (anytime at all) during my everyday...i think i think too much...do u reckon?

Tuesday, August 09, 2005


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"SSA IdOL" @ Holy GrAiL...

me and audrey looking pretty...

Saturday, August 06, 2005


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me with mum n dad @bateman's bay

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my new apple ibook...looking good eh?

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Kel's graduation pancakes...
Just a thought....do people just wake up one morning and decide that they're gay? or is it really true that u can know that all along u were gay? or are people just homosexual cos of their physical and emotional needs that the other can satisfy, while someone of the opposite sex will never understand.. oh don't mistake me, i got nothing against gays...just a thought...

went clubbin again today...really tired...i have know idea why i still do it when i'm so tired...
do i really go out to pls people? or to pls myself? or i just cannot decide and go with the flow.....
i know i should stop...i also want to stop..but somehow i really just lack the discipline to do so...
i don't want to be a 'kou shi xin fei' person..but i alwiz end up doing what my mouth says in the opp direction...
why am i like that...
i keep procrastinating..but it doesn't get me anywhere....

and yes....can people get jealous over friends? but what right do friends have over each other that they possess each other....it doesn't make sense...like when 1 views the other as platonic...while the other views the other as someone they're attracted to...what goes on? i don't know...it's ridiculous sometimes...why does the world work in such weird ways...

oh...when can i find that special someone that i can share my life with? i know...it's not something i have to find...but it's just something that comes when the time is here...everyone's got their special someone...when will it be me...oh i don't know...been single for too long i say...but some people will tell me...u better treasure ur time being single...