其实很爱你
演唱:张韵涵
张韶涵-其实很爱你

离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己
其实很爱你

现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下

感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都
会有一段伤痕

像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留

i think...i'll not like him..

Hello...

been wondering where i've been?
no where...just in Canberra...
for the last few days been traveling with my dad..and finally now i have a stable internet..
back in my room in IH...

seems like i have a lot of things to do..a lot of ppl to update on how i am...sorry guys..give me sometime...yup..

I think.....
i like someone....
not tellin who...
but...i think so...

why is it? when u like someone..u tend to shy from the person?
Wish i could talk to him a bit more..
but yet..didn't know what to say...
he looked a little depressed today...
don't know why...

what happened today?
nothing much...had a great time at church today....
met everyone whom i've not seen in months..it was a really great reunion...
then later...we went to Eddison Park to have a picnic...
it was super...food was good...company was great...

Dinner was super too!
Finally met up with Sean and Ezrin..
it was a simple..and yummy dinner...
managed to catch up..and also chat a bit bout our future...

Talkin bout future...
guess it's time to start thinking bout it...
soon...i'll have to make a life changing decision...
it's going to be BIG..
yeah..but probably cos it's too BIG that..i just dun really want to think about it...

Been pretty confused recently...

Thanks for listening..

In the hotel room now...
checking up what songs i wanna download before i have to start payin bout 3 bucks a song in campus...hehee...really love free unlimited wireless internet..hee...then then...a song name just caught my attention...

"歌曲：该忘了你对不对"

dunno why..just feel like putting this up...hahaa...haven't even heard the song man..haha but i just like the name...no special meanings..haha everyone calm down yeah? hahahaa....okiez..here's the lyrics...

歌曲：该忘了你对不对
歌手：周蕙 专辑：转角*遇到爱 电视原

大雨过后的眼泪
挂在充满回忆的橱窗
我却不想忘以往
那些心碎的心创

记忆是一个行囊
陪伴着我到世界流浪
我让悲伤都装上翅膀
再见了就不能倔强

该忘了你对不对
怕自己无法面对
无怨无悔
把一切留给纪念
受过沉默的创伤
它会慢慢被岁月
一片片填满
渐渐就习惯不再想
忘记曾经最痛的地方

该忘了你对不对
我应该坚强面对
学会遗忘
不能像爱的挣扎
记忆会为我收藏
那些美丽时光
为爱付出过的力量
带着爱去寻找
幸福的希望

after reading the lyrics...i think the song has pretty deep feelings..and meanings to it...
after some consideration....nope nope...this song is not suitable on me..hahahaa.....cos i dun think i've such deep feelings to anyone as of yet...haha...so nahp nahp...hahahaa...

Today...

Happy happy..went to wala wala with kevin and sandy...
what started off as a normal night out..became a crazy night out...
we should have more of these really...hahhaa....excited!





Having left 2 days before i go..
really a bit sad to leave...
i'll miss my dear ol' oldie..guess she doesn't know how much she's helped me move on..
i admire her patience and really wished i cld be here to spend more time with her...
i figure..we could really become very good friends...
sigh..but i also guess she doesn't know how misleading she can be sometimes..

life's complicated..
when u're vulnerable, everythin seems believable...
the first rope u can grab..u just hold on to it tight..
then later, u'll just realise that u're holding on to a rope without a firm hook supporting it..
then later, u'll just learn to let go..and then u'll find another rope..
it's such a cycle...a lil morbid, a lil cynical...

Result of my driving test..

well i failed again..really disappointed and sad...
cos i spent a lot on it and yet failed again...hate it..but it's the truth..
it's alright..i guess mb i just didn't deserve to pass....
but i won't let it go..i want the license...i'll continue to pursue it in aust...yup yup..i will....

Yesterday was sam's wedding..it's like...so super sweet..to see my childhood friend..
the boy i've known all my life get married...haha..really sweet...
it was a simple yet meaningful wedding...
managed to catch up with so many people that i've not met in years...really happy to see everyone getting on soooo well.....

Going back canberra this friday....i'm going to miss Singapore...my friends...family...

Wedding photos...pls enjoy!

Mixed feelings..

Going to go..yet 依依不舍..
Looking forward..yet 力不从心..
Ready to let go..yet 头不对心..

Why is it 心跳还是会加速。。

明明懂。。却不想懂。。
不要想。。却不能不想。。
想念却说不出口。。
想见却没理由。。

These days...started missing Oldie already...wonder what she's doing..how she is..is she really happy? Happy to have gotten to know a new friend..

Driving test tom...

歌曲：解脱
歌手：张惠妹 专辑：灵感

爱是不夜城
回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾
我越感觉有点冷

变了心的人
越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨
阳光替房间开了灯

想。。若结局一样
又何苦再想
伤。。若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤

解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过

解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我