Ah...what a nice lunch i just had..it's something really simple...jasmine rice and omelette with chilli...but it was really super yummy...my nice thai housemate just made and gave me some...really love it..the chilli was freshly pounded...ah...super reminds me of the sambal belachan we have back home...oh i so super miss sambal...and all the spicy stuff....I WANNA GO HOME!!..to eat..hhahaha....

last night's stone fest...hmm..honestly ..rather disappointed...cos it was as happening as i thought..and i didn't really like the music....hmmm mb i wasn't drunk enough...but..haha i've got an exam to go to...how can i afford a hangover..hahahaa....yupz...good thing sandy wanted to go home to rest..haha then i could go back too...if not...if i carried on..i think i wouldn't have to study today...

argh..i just keep doing everything else but study..walking all around the house...what's wrong?!

and a new addition to my tots...the cute jap guy i got to know last night..hahahaa....so cute...haha..
but nahz...hahaha...

Some wonderful thoughts from last night's msg in church about bgr..
it really changed my mindset and outlook of relationships...

1) Love is not just a fuzzy wuzzy feeling when u snuggle with ur loved one, or just spending time with the person. Love is about knowing the person through and through, and loving the person for who he is. It is about deeply understanding and truly loving the person.

2) A relationship is not about how much u can touch the person, but how much u can know about the person and remain faithful to him.

3) It is a commitment between two people in view of marriage. (what's the use of just trying out and not committing to anything, all that remains after that is just hurt and sorrow.)

4) Liking someone does not mean we have to be romantically involved with that person, it can also mean that we can be best pals forever.

5) Dating can spoil friendships (and i've known quite a few cases that happened that way)

6) Being in a relationship does not mean that we have to lean into the other person, in such a way that if he was to go away (eg die or break up), we won't be able to live. Even though both people are together, they are still individuals with their own minds and personalities. Life goes on, the world is still spinning. (i know it's easy for me to say, but when u put ur faith in God and let him take the first place in your life, even though painful, it will be easier for u to endure than living without him.)

hmmm..that's all for now..there's actually more, but was scared i'd bore u..but these are really meaningful, and if u really stop to think about it, it will make more sense...=)

Life now....
hmmm what life..haha it's crunch time for everyone!
Heez...just saw sean today...he's lost so much weight! it's so scary...argh..but sometimes i really wish i could do that do..hahaa...but what can i do? when i'm stressed, i end up eating more...i just stuff watever and put it in my mouth..i'm slowly clearin up all my food supplies in my room now...
but it's quite bad..cos i don't have much left..and it's like i ran out of breakfast supplies already..i just ate my last muesli bar this morning...ah..i dunno...stressed..eat...haha...

these few weeks have been good..i went to floriade last fri...ate loads of nuts thanks to sandy...but it was REEALLY good...super yummy...then on Sunday went for yum cha...it was fabulous..the food was really good...love dim sum!...

guess what happened yesterday....i actually threw water in the dustbin...ask me how i did it...haha i just flicked the mug of water into the dustbin..i don't even know what i'm doing...then nevermind...after that...i went to lecture one hour late..but i didn't even realise it until hillya told me that she'd lend me her notes for the first half...it was so crazy...i remembered the wrong time for the lect and it's like we're finishin this sem already...

now left with 2 assignments to go...jia you!!

More photos...haha camp at South Coast Moruya...it was a blast...the weather was good..and we had loads of fun and fellowship...yupz...