oooh...happy happy...
last night was my last night of clubbin in Canberra for this year...
and well..it was great!
Thanks to Sheena, Soffi and Co...i had a really super enjoyable time!!
Thanks guys!!
heez...good thing i didn't really get to drunk..
just that i had this frequent feeling of puking...hahaa..but i didn't anyhow...

This morning went to church..
and it's really nice to see everyone in church...
i've realised how close i've grown to everyone..
and it's like my family to me..
felt so bad that i didn't write enough cards for everyone..
only managed to write 19 personal cards to 19 ppl..
didn't manage to apologise enough to those that i didn't give cards to..
it's not that i never thought of them..
but that...there was just too many...
i know..bad excuse..

but i'm glad that everyone was looking forward to seeing me next yr..
and so..there was not much of sadness..
or emotional feeling...
it was all good...thanks to everyone who's made my life in Canberra so beautifully memorable...
hope to make more memories next year..if all goes well hopefully...

argh..i'm graduating in 3 days time..
jitterbugs settling in...

oooh...went shoppin yesterday..heehee...with ck..
my wonderful shopping buddy..hehee..
we're the same size in almost everything..but i guess not shoes..hahaa
anyways..i managed to get 2 tops and a pair of shoes...
so super happy!!!

oh i miss miki..wanna talk to her soon...

I'm going to graduate next week...
but i don't feel excited at all...
mb cos i know that it's not really the end of my studies..
like i would be continuing to study if all goes well..
i used to think..why study so much..
but i guess this last step..my last postgraduate course that i choose to do..
it's so as to accomplish my wish of being a dietician..
whatever or wherever that may take me...

i'll be going back to Singapore next month...
i don't know where that will take me...
prob going to find a job and work for the next few months before my postgrad course starts next year...
seems like everything is planned...

feeling so unmotivated...
couldn't continue slping this morning...
can u imagine...
for such a late waker like me..
to wake up at 6 something am..and not be able to slp..
how bad is that...
feeling so down...

so 烦..
so 困扰...
why? why must like that...
why go already..disappear already..
have to u-turn...
why when u-turn already i never cherish...
then now wan to cherish...
a lil too late...
so salah..
so dysfunctional..

24-
应昌佑/卫兰

男:两秒四秒八秒
秒秒也记挂你
其实每次见你
最怕最怕结尾看够钟未
见你抱你吻你
对你哪会过期
其实每晚要我说句
再见我也想死

一点一起三点一起七点一起
由日到晚也面对面你呼吸我氧气
合: tuesday wednesday thursday
friday saturday nights
期望以后也像这刻捉紧你
男:未见得够baby
女:还不满意baby
合:能每晚见见仍然未够只有你
男:你最好变细外借(女:缩小些)
(女:藏身你裤袋baby)
男:携带你见证日和月
合:不需再借

男:天光天黑天黑天光天光天黑
女:明白我再欠缺勇气晚晚与你分离
灰心伤心忐忑不安靠你安慰
(明日)合:我老了眼瞎了破了听你的声

合:早餐一起塞车一起食饭看戏
还是始终不够
我是太贪心因你起
男:一生一心一心一生这么好听
合:时间可否给我停顿到这夜
女:能跟你远走荒野
男:携带你见证日和夜
合: la……
na……da……
da la
女: da la

男:是我相信baby
女:是我相信baby
合:不只新鲜感我最清楚信我
男:你最好变细外借(女:收稳些)
女:避免害我做伤者
合:相恋得很失控我喜欢撒野
合: tuesady wednesday thursday
要见你

my gosh!

tell u..it's almost impossible for me to lose weight...
i just keep eating...non stop...everything..and anything..
it's so horrible..sometimes i hate myself...
think i'm goin to be psychotic already lah...

so sianz...my back pain is back...
can hardly sit in the same position for half an hour...just feels so uncomfortable..
i think i over-exerted it yest when i was doin my overhead serves...
must be tooo long never practice..never warm up...my bad...
feel like doing yoga again..but i guess have to wait till i go back...

my fave song of the moment is:

24 by 应昌佑 and 卫兰

it's a cantonese song...it's really really sweet..wanna learn it...

totally beat!

today's been such a long day for me...can't think bout anything but sleeping...
had a whole morning and noon of tennis and helpin out at the NCG games...
then night time had this Malaysian Night thing at Rydges...
it was all good...everyone had fun!
It's amazing how i can still play tennis after 6 mths of not touchin the racket...heez..
but really happy that i didn't really lose the skill yet...but prob the foot work and the consistency really have to improve...like i had a couple of games which i double-faulted until cannot make it...

but here's the tough question..
what is the best way to handle a set whereby u are playing against a beginner and u are playin for ur state in this competition?

like which is the best way to handle,
to kill the opponent as fast and less painful as possible?
or to ding-dong with the player till u win?
or to kill until the 2nd last game, and then give them a ding-dong session?

like on one hand..u dun wan to demoralise the opponent too much,
yet u know u cannot lose and that should play ur own game...
in a way u know u wun lose..but by ding-dongin, aren't u just risking urself to lose more?
if it's a competition, is it about winning really? sigh...so confused just now..
really tot the game was hard to play...
had to think ethically..
partly also cos i had other games lined up to play..so didn't really want to waste too much strength goin through the game...i ended up doing the dingdong till the 2nd last game..it was ok.

the food was pretty alright..
haha....it was suppose to be a buffet..but like everyone only managed to get one serving and maybe a bit more...the only thing that was freely flowing was the coke and water...i guess they just wanted to fill us up with water...and know what? each of us paid like 30 to 40 bucks for this meal...
so not worth it man...

hmmm thanks to hillya and soffi...now i think netball's a really fun game...
heehee...mainly cos there's sections and lines which certain ppl cannot pass..and therefore..
the area i get to run is smaller..haha i like that....it's like the only game like that..haha..but i don't know when i'll get to have a netball game again..hahaa

ok talk to u tom..hitting the sacks now

heya...

hail Singapore! well well...i'm coming back soon! in exactly a month's time...
are u ready for my arrival>?

haha i know u all must be thinking, "wah lau..who do u think u are?!"
hahaha...it's normal..haha get used to it..or probably used to it liao..hahaha

well...yup..pretty excited to go back too...prob already psyched myself up...
hahaa...i'll miss canberra no doubt...but...dun worry canberra..i'll be back soon!

guess what guess what?! thanks to the influence of Celine, i got myself a tamagotchi too!!
haha it's a silver colour one (somehow tot it was too childish to get the flowered or colourful ones...)
heehee..i wanted the black one..but well they didn't have it..and thanks to lyn, i managed to get the tama for 18 plus @ kmart! it's like the cheapest i've found so far..so i just had to get it..heehee...

well i just did my visa today...
and it's like within a single swipe...200 plus aussie just flew away..
just for a few more weeks to stay in aussie...
hmmm guess that's how the country makes money huh...
but i guess it's worth it...

why?

cos...

MERYL'S GRADUATING!!!!!(woohoo!!!)
hee...Meryl's going to be a degree holder..hahaa....
yah i know..in today's context, it's not a big deal..
but i guess...it's like i've been schoolin for ages...
prob going to do a bit more next yr...but i'm really lookin forward to it...

yay! last week was a blast! Cel finally came down to Canberra to visit me and hang out! it was so super duper fun...was really nice to be able to catch up and eat lots and lots...sighz..there's just too much to describe..haha but we were practically havin something in our mouths mb once every 2 to 3 hrs? hahaha....so fat so fat....hahahahaa..but eating is good..haha...