Semester's just started..
it's the first week of school...
everything has been going great...
just that...

i've been growing fatter...
sigh..ppl say being fat..it's like "fu"...suppose to be something good..
but...dunno why..the fatter i get..the more depressed and less confident i become...
sigh...esp when i'm studyin to become a dietitian...
social pressure? stereotyping? or just psycho problem...guess it's probably the latter...

been thinking back a bit...(esp since it's become the cold, intolerable winter)...
and realised..i've done so many stupid and silly things in my life that i can't believe i actually did it..
but yet...i dun regret any of it...cos for everythin i did...i put my heart to it...i was honest to myself and stuck to it no matter what the consequences were...

This time...i've become more homesick than i've ever been before...
last time...never felt the urge to go back S'pore...never felt the wanting for my family to come over..oh i miss familiar faces...i miss having that kind of comfortable silence in the company of close friends..where i can just sit there...dun talk..and just stare into space...

i guess...i've just began to be a bit more lonely...
but yet growing up to the real world of building contacts..and striving to be a professional in the working world..having bigger goals..doing bigger things...