Seems like i've neglected the world...

mum's birthday today...
almost forgotten...good thing my bro reminded me..
this week was really hectic..i had 3 assignments due in 4 days..
hardly had enough slp..at least now finally i've done my part..

so it's all good...

realised..my life has been revolving around school work so much..i hardly notice anything else....
i've decided one thing..i'll erase whatever memory...and just remember that first day...cos after that..everything just went crazy...the first day was the sweetest and the best..that was what it was meant to be in the first place...just 1 day...

did i tell u...i finally got my driving license?
so far so good...drove alone a couple of times...drove distances a bit...
it's really fun..but somehow ....it's a bit dangerous..esp for someone with no insurance driving a no insurance car....
now is car hunting time...
need to work more...then have more money to afford the fuel and all...
life just keeps pressing on....no time to breathe..no time to turn my head..have to keep looking forward...feel so driven..but driven not by choice...somehow..i dun feel like i have a choice in this...got to study..got to hand in assignments...got to do placements...got to work..got to drive...got to graduate...they all dun seem like a choice....
yet in a sense...it is a choice....

sigh...dunno..sometimes feel really tired...
esp when it comes to ppl to ppl relationships...whether it's friends, family, strangers...
it's alwiz so difficult to decipher....
so hard to keep it just there...
sometimes it seems everything u do is wrong..
sometimes it's just ppl's perception and expectations of u...
sometimes...i just....
dun feel like it...
just can't be bothered really...
i think it's when one's tired...sick of all the shit..
then u'll be like that too....