Gloomy day in Canberra...
As i sit here trying to focus my attention on my notes in front of me...
i just had this urge of typing something in my blog..

something..maybe just anything...

Canberra hasn't rained in months and it's such a blessing when u see rain after so long...
i was just thinking...maybe the best gift God has given Singapore is probably rain...
back home..we just take rain for granted..to some extent..we may even hate it for making us wet while we're rushing off to our various appointments...
But..i just love the rain..love the smell of rain..the coolness of the air...the sound of the drops touching the ground...it is just HEAVENLY...

With my windows opened to the max...i take in a deep breath...
oooooooo...all worries fly away with the cool breeze....

just yesterday..i suspected myself of having eating disorders while studying for my nutrition...
realised the obsession and worry bout body image and food has really taken up most of the days of my life...reading the warning signs of eating disorders really had me wondering..."do i have an eating disorder?"

Warning signs:
- preoccupation with food, kilojoules and weight
- sudden decision to avoid red meat
- classifying foods as "good" or "bad"
-excessive concern bout weight
-strict dieting followed by binge eating
-incresing self critism of body shape and size
-depressive moods/anxiety
-use of laxatives/ diuretics to lose weight

i guess some points of my life..i just had all these...but of course there's much more to it...
and the thing is...sometimes u don't realise it..but actually u have it...
but nahz..i dun vomit and stuff..so..i'm not there yet....

somehow..i just feel like sleeping now..
but nahz..i've got to rush to finish up my studies..
next week's my last week of exams...
got to work hard...