Silly cow me...

sighz..i don't know..like have so many things to think about..
but it's like i still have 3 papers next week..
i don't seem to be caring too much bout the papers...but then seem to be thinking too much about my life after the papers...

really don't know what's my plan..
i know i'm moving out next week..but i haven't packed my stuff yet..
plus i finish exams only on fri..and i plan to move on sunday..how mad is that...
then like...
after that...when should i go back?
sighz..a lot of mixed feelings..
guess it's hard to understand...and it's also hard for me to explain..

i guess..this is really it..
i'm graduating this sem..
a lot of uncertainties and insecurities..
but i have to face it..
i have to grow up..
i have to learn to take care of myself...
have to learn to face people and know how to build relations...
it's all part and parcel of life...

sometimes..really dun wan to grow up...
sometimes..wish i can grow up faster...

what will life be like when i go back?
i don't know..can't predict..
feel so bad..cos i feel like i've been neglecting a lot of friends..and end up now we're not even in contact anymore..
but the thing is..i can't think of who i'm neglecting..
what i'm suppose to do...